For Swire Shipping Fijian Drua number eight Elia Canakaivata, Saturday’s Shop N Save Super Rugby clash against the Queensland Reds at Churchill Park was meant to be a celebration of his 45th appearance and a standout performance that earned him Player of the Match.
But behind the powerful runs and tireless defence was a son carrying a quiet pain.
The Navunisole, Tailevu native stood tall on the field, yet his heart wandered to the grandstand to two familiar faces that were no longer there.
“Forty-five games in Super Rugby and I want to thank God for His protection and guidance in my life,” Canakaivata said softly.
“It was not really my dream to play for the Drua growing up. These are my parents’ prayers. I thank them for everything.”
His words carried the weight of loss.
In 2020, Canakaivata lost his father and elder brother in a tragic road accident in Matacula Village, Tailevu a moment that changed his life forever.
Since then, every match has become more than just rugby.
“You all know my two supporters who always supported me, even when I had nothing back in the village,” he said, pausing as emotion took over.
“I have come this far, but they are not here.”
Fighting back tears, the 29-year-old admitted the hardest moments come not during the collisions on the field, but in the quiet seconds when he glances at the stands.
“It hurts me when I look up and I can’t see them sitting there. But I want to thank them.”
Despite the heavy emotions, Canakaivata delivered one of his finest performances, leading from the front and earning recognition as the best player on the field.
Yet, the result a loss to the Reds was not what he had hoped for. Still, the seasoned forward remains focused.
“It does not dishearten me. We regroup again for the next round,” he added.
With this season marking his final year with the Drua, every game now carries added meaning.
“I have to be firm and finish strong. There are only a few rounds left, and I have to give my all.”
For Canakaivata, rugby is no longer just a career it is a tribute.
